Thursday, October 15, 2009

The Morphine Calls

It is the morphine pills that call to me tonight. To quiet the argument going on in my head I went out and left the temptation at home.
The day has already been 40 hours long and yet the clocks reads only 8:00 pm.
Many years ago England did a study on suicide victims who chose gas ovens as their mode of escape. They came to the conclusion that when those precious few moments of mental crisis arrive....there sits the oven - a quick and easy answer. Many, many people took it. England went on to change over home ovens to electric and guess what? Their suicide rate dropped by more than 50%. I guess the lesson is - if the means is not readily available than the sane part of the mind has a chance to win the argument.
Will I be here for my appointment on the 26th?
Prayers have got to be the "x" factor.
Please keep them coming Cyberspace.